So.
So what do you do?
What do you do when you find out wine can taste really good with chocolate, and you buy some of that wine, and realize you want to just drink it like juice except
whoops, alcoholism runs in the family. whoops, i already told myself I wasn’t going to use alcohol as a mood-changer. …again.
What do you do when LIFE DOESN’T MAKE SENSE ANYMORE.
What do you do when twenty one doesn’t feel as young as you futilely hoped it would?
What do you do when you stop wishing for brighter things, when the stable things vanish and you get used to just falling, and your emotional state of existence begins to resemble the renegade that does stupid things because they’ve got nothing else to lose?
I know one answer is: you don’t raid the wine closet, and drink whist watching cable TV when you have to drive to a graduation early the next morning.
What do you do when your body sabotages your mood, and transforms your day from a happy event to a typical blog post.
I suppose you reblog a bunch of a random things to make yourself feel better, and then go to sleep.